115 days

it just goes and goes and goes, as long as i keep myself occupied / weekends, Im safe, they just announced a new casino about 4 miles from me....absolutely frightening to say the least, i'll deal with it when it comes, i'll deal w/it now w/my sobriety, i want to know i get stronger by the day, but i have seen many people re lapse after many years of sobriety, i guess we are never safe, we have the space in front of us to control, my space wont have a slot machine for today.