Its been about a month since i've written. I think i'm empty and wordless. Its been so cold and i had the flu last week. I am glad to be back on my feet again. I am especially glad that i have stuck to my guns with my personal life. I am grown and i am not dealing with peoples shit anymore.In Febrauary I am moving to a really nice nice apartment close to my job. I can't wait. Me and my Chico. It has all the amenitites and i can't wait.I'm also getting a newer car.!! Without goals I wither away.