Living the single life, not what its all cracked-up t be. It is nice getting home and not getting bitched at. I am able to relax, eat something, smoke a cigarette and watch the news. Last evening, I layed in my bed alone and it felt so good not to have to deal with my ex's bullshit. Although I had car trouble I was able to get thru it with ease. I was so angry though at the fact that if he had not been such an ass, i would not be havin to deal with this alone. Then i was angry at my son for not responding fast enough when i called for help. After the day was ended, i realize that i am very angry at so many people. Some justified some not justified. I remembered what i heard someone say some time ago....OWN YOUR DECISIONS AND CHOICES. That is what I need to do. I put my ex out of my life...now i have to OWN that in every way. Including not being angry everytime I have to "do something on my own" like car trouble, being lonely, paying bills, feeling like he still owes me something.