I miss him, i miss him, i miss him. I don't want to but i do. I have resisted calling him, but i keep waking up thinking of him and dreaming of him. How long will it take for me to completely get him out of my system. I don't want to feel this way anymore. I have document and pictures of his that i am tempted to use as a get back in touch with him excuse. But i know down deep inside, it will only turn ugly and the pain will start all over again. He has some ofmy stuff that i really want,but down deep inside i know i don't really need any of it. My mind continues to drift his way i keep think that if i just talk to him for a second, i will be oka. I just want to hear his voice. BUT I KNOW THAT IS TOO DANGEROUS, I NEED TO GET HIM OUT OF MY HEAD!!! But how.