What a difference i feel in my life now that I am clear minded. I have longer periods of time without negative thoughts or mind abuse. The last three nights I have slept so well. No nightmares! I'm waking up refreshed and ready for the day. Thursday will be 30 days since I have been free from violence in my life. I am actually believing that I can do this thing called independance. For the first time in my life i am not araid, I know alot of that is age and wisdom. But mostly, dislodging from an abusive relationship. My future looks bright and exciting. I can't wait to reach my one year anniversary of loving me for the first time, taking care of and respecting myself.