Well we are at it again. He got drunk again, and just absolutely accuses me of cheating. I'm not. But because I did not answer my phone night before last, he just won't let up. Calling me names and being vulgar. I finally just shut off my phone again. He did say he's done with me, then he says, he love me???? I'm just tired of it all. Its like every other day he is an ass. Then he's nice. He told me that a couple of months ago when I took my medication, i was passed out and he says I don't even know what he did to me. That is disturbing. Sometimes I double my dose, if i am stressed or if i can't sleep. I don't even know how to deal with that one.