Today, I feel alot better about work. Mostly I have learned about perception and how other people's perception of me really make difference. I was told this week, in a very kind and professional way that the perception of me is that I get aggravated when I have alot of workload. My response was, I can see that, but don't mis-interpret my focusing on a project with aggravation. I do get guarded about my time and space sometimes even a little territorial. I don't want to let that get in the way of my job. I don't want to sabatoge myself and risk loosing my job. I was told by a gambler, don't ever gamble anything you are not willing to loose.