OK, I am having a bad attitude and I feel stressed and overwelmed. I had taken some time off work and know I have been working on a catch up mode, I feel the "Work" load and I am trying to stay focused. But, I know that I can be standoffish and people around me can feel my tense, stay away from me vibe. I want to change that about me and just deal with it all in a better attitude. I am thinking about my oldest son that is basically homeless out of choice, he works, but he just sleeps whereever. And my youngest son will come home soon, I just don't feel prepared to help my son's. I am not all financilly able, but I just at the same time feel compelled to help. Then work and deciding what to do about my boyfriend that threatens to "throw" me out and calls me drunk all the time. I just don't know where to turn right now. I am almost out of meds and I have to take time off work to go to the DR and I hate that. Right now, I think I hate everything.