worried

I had a fairly decent day.  I finally had a dream and Lisa was in it.  She and I were walking around Calgary.  She was living here and I was the visitor.  She was her usual self and I loved hearing her voice.  Then I went around the corner in Walmart (I had to pick up more hairball cat food).  I went around a corner and there was a photo frame with Live Laugh Love.  I got my haircut.  The stylist was a sweet young Filippino girl. Then I met Joe at a pub for lunch.  He wanted to watch a soccer game that was not on any of our channels.  I like that pub because it has my favourite draft beer.  The weather has been balmy for the last several days.  It was in the 60s!  I was out walking with just a sweater on.  It is supposed to be nice until the end of the week and then it gets cold again.  We will be on our way to India.  That was the good stuff.
It is times like thins that I realize that I am not as together as I think I am.  I have been crying on and off all afternoon.  Our cat Yuki has not used her litter box today and very little yesterday.  She is active and doesn't act particularly sick but it is worrisome.  So tomorrow she sees the vet if there are no trips to the litter box. Any little thing results in me getting panic stricken. 
This is a rotten time of year.  I always feel miserable with the lack of light and unpredictable weather.
I hope all my SOTH in the East are warm and safe.  I was watching the news and I hear there is a dreadful storm.
Lisa - I am so glad you finally visited last night.  It is so hard being here without you.  I miss you always and love you forever, Mummy