Happy Easter

Another Easter without Lisa.  It is really hard because her birthday was on the 20th.
I am trying to be positive for the rest of the family but Joe and I are both feeling down.  We spent a couple of hours watching videos Joe made of the Czech Republic where we lived for a year.  On that disc was a video of a day Lisa, Harvey, Cevyn, Joe and I spent at the Gatineau Park in the Autumn.  It was a magnificent day - the leaves were flaming red, yellow and brown.  Cevyn enjoyed exploring off the trail - she had boots on so went down into a stream with her dad.  Lisa was on the video and I could hear her voice.  It was bittersweet.  On the one hand it was great to see and hear her but it was so very very sad, knowing that I will only hear her in the past.  I won't get a call from her or spend time with her until I join her in Heaven. 
Easter is a time of death and rebirth. Oh how I wish  Lisa would come back. 
So tomorrow we will celebrate with our granddaughter, her dad and Beth, our son Andrew and his wife Tiina.  A candle will be burning for Lisa.
I wish you all love and peace this Easter.