Waiting

Our grand-daughter and son-in-law are en route to Calgary.  Their plane is an hour and a half late so we will be at the airport at midnight. It is still hard to comprehend that Lisa won't be with them.
I have had a weird day. I couldn't get focused to do much.  I did wrap some gifts.  Otherwise, I thought about everything I should be doing. 
I miss the last minute scrambling - Lisa and I would be wrapping presents after midnight on Christmas Eve!  I haven't done any baking other than some bread. 
On the upside we picked up our fresh turkey today and I did make cranberry sauce.  We are having our turkey on Christmas Eve - Cevyn and Harvey are going to his dad's on Christmas day.
So Christmas is coming.  We will celebrate.  I have a little corner with a candle, the little urn with some of Lisa's ashes,and her photo among the pine boughs.  She loved the hiking in the woods and living in the country. 
I am babbling so it is time to go and think about what needs to be done!