well i keep on coming on line with no luck at all in meeting up with friends but to keep you all up to date, ive spent the day cleaning out a couple of the rooms, boy what a mess and a hell of alot is going to charity or the local tip......the worst news came today when i found out that the other five kids love this guy more than me and are already calling him dad....does that indicate im one of the worst fathers on the planet or what.....
 
you try and try to do the right thing for the children and bring them up and all you get in return is a kick in the teeth....just seems soooooo unfair some days......
 
keep in touch
 
julian