I'm back

O.k. I'm back.  But I am going through so much right now.  I feel like I am in a whirlwind.  I am feeling so much right now.  All at the same time.  Confusion, pain, agony, doubt, you name it.  I feel the air getting sucked right out of me.  Oh I forgot about anger.  Why anger?  Well for years I was paranoid about gossip about me.  Of course there was none.  But years later there is.  I am so tired of people talking out of there butt's about stuff they know nothing about.  I feel so misunderstood and judged.  This hurts even more because it is fellow christians who are firing fiery darts at me.  Just venting write more later.  God Bless, Sean   P.s.  I did not forget about last lesson posted stay tuned for more.

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deleted_user
deleted_user

We have no control over gossip. But we get to choose our real friends. They show us who they are by their actions and how they are with us through thick and thin. I probably will always be gossiped about by certain people becaue that\'s what they do. It doesn\'t really matter to me because what they think isn\'t important. I\'m here to please God. Period.

Hang in there. Better days are ahead. We all have bad days.

God bless,
Ann
seanmarsh33
seanmarsh33

Thanks Ann