Hi guys, sorry I haven't been on in a while. Im still trying to find out where or what I need to be in my life. I wish I was staying back home with mom. Everything was so easy then. You get out there in that big world and your like a sitting duck. Well thats what I feel like. Either something good is gonna hit me or something bad. When you try so hard, and dont achieve, I know your suppose to try again. It takes away and it gives. I just feel like running away. My pannic attacks started bak up a few night ago. I couldnt do anything but cry. I was alone me and my kids, and my unborn child. Thats the feeling I have. Even when alot of people are around me, I feel alone. Please if some one has been here or can relate to my feelings please share some advice or just some words to bring me up.