Today is a beautiful day. The sun is shining bright, sky as blue as the ocean. Like it was sent from heaven itself. A perfect day to do some gardening, take a scroll in the park, on sit in a loung chair with a glass of lemonade. Sometimes I hide from these kind of days. Fear keeps me from the world. my kids love a day like this to go outside and play. me being their single mom. If I dont go out its nobody to watch them. This is effecting my kids in a way. what to do to prevent this. I feel like Im holding them back. I have a Three yaer old little girl, and a one year old little boy.