Okay, well Saturday night sucked like hell. My boyfriend how I love dearly broke up with me. It broke my heart, I was in so much fucking pain I couldn't stand it! It was all because he might have to move to California. But Sunday night we talked and now we are back together. He told me that he just wasn't thinking, and that there is a good chance he will stay in Alabama. I gave him another chance. I'm still not over the fact that he hurt me though, it will take me awhile. But during Saturday night I realized that I have grown stronger, and that makes me happy. Well, this morning I have to go to court to show that I went to a driving school class, and have to pay my court fee. I have stayed up all night, but that was the best idea. I'm high as hell, because I had to take a Xanax, because of the break up. I couldn't take the pain. I wanted to stop crying. I have been doing pretty well with the Xanax thing too. The withdrawals are a pain in the ass! So, anyway also, my boyfriend Gage, is buying me a tattoo this week, and on Thursday I am getting my bear touched up. I'm excited. I hope everything goes as planned. I want to be happy!!!! I just want to be normalish.