things are not good.feel really depressed but also on edge and very excted.everybodys pissing me off although there doing nothing.still having problems with aol.thought i sorted it all out.when am like this i cant handle anything.the smallest thing is to much for me.really not coping to good.maybe i should see my doc and restart my meds.nah fuck them.just  see how things go.had a spot of bother yesterday i think or the day before cant fucking think properly.me and  a few mates were out side a pub drinking.it was a lovely hot day.i only had a couple.some prat was walking past and kept staring at us.asked what the fuck he was looking at.he replied with a smart remark.the usual sort of thing i said come here and say that and he did.big mistake because i am pissed of at the moment.so just punched him only once.and of he ran.if you make smart remarks then go face to face with someone.you got to be prepared.i thought he was going to hit me in my face saying what your going to do about it.obivoulsy my mates were watching so were people around.i wasnt going to let him treat me like that.if id backed down think o fthe stick i would have got.thats the first time ive been in a fight for ages.