Just getting back to the real world. 7 days at sea was great. Hopefuly I can keep this feeling of being ok lasts for more than just a few days. On the 31st of this month would have been my son Michaels 30th birthday ( a mile stone one of which I could have teased him about) His son also named Michael will be 1 on 2/9,they never met which is a shame. Mike would have been a great father. My daughter Alyssa came by today to welcome us back. She told me that Tara is going to move to NY and not tell anyone that she is leaving. That would break my heart not to see my only grandson. I do not know if this is true. I hope not... My husband said he will never go to NY. I dont need any more depressing happenings right now.