Well, tonight Ash isnt going to like me very much. I'm forcing her to face her fear. I have everything ready for her. I'm doing it tonight after dinner. I dont care if she likes it or not but it's getting done. I have to go back to a 10 day rehab in Canada for a meth slip up.  Got put in jail for drunk driving and being on meth, mother in law bailed me out, talk about long night. I'm going back to work for the next 5 hours again, i'm whipped out, bye everyone