My son

My son was not an easy child but he always had a smile for you.  When he was little I would try to surprise him and take his picture.  Everytime he saw a camera he would run right up to it and smile so big.  Every picture of him he is smiling.   Why should he be gone when he still has his children who need and love him.  I know, life isn't fair but it still hurts.  I keep telling myself that all I need is time and I'll be better but none of us will ever be the same.