went to a meeting this morning and the topic was about fear and faith, not being in  good space the last couple of days it got me thinking which some times is not good in bad space.  and to be honest i really do not know where this is going to go because im just writing as i go along.  i have been told either you have fear or faith well i have to tell ya in bad space im not sure if its fear but im just ready to take on the world the way i want it right now forget about everything else which acceptance comes to mind but do not have a lot of the right now either and i think why i know the right way way but resist, sometimes is this part of thinking  problem i have or what?? i could go on on and vent this shit out which is what im doing and not really caring what other people think, but as i say  IT IS WHAT IT IS  and thats where im at right now, but as i write this i know it will be ok,  WHICH COMES TO MIND WHERE THE HELL IS THE 12 STEP PROGRAM???  as we say this to shall pass