IT IS WHAT IT ISthis has been a weekend that i really can't remember, charictor defects out in full swing, no balance which i strive for meetings sucked, family issues, you name it.  a speecial friend on ds is all fucked up because of there own issues.  i understand we all have issues but its how you handle them and you me that was not to well. the thing a lot usforget is what we were taught in a program or whatever thats why i go to meetings to get reminded but thse past couple days i guess i was not listening.  well enought of this shit, one thing for sure the the sun will come up tomorrow and a new day and strive to find that balance.