BEING GRATEFUL I just got off the phone with a very good friend, he is in minn.  at the clinic  with his step-son that has a rare form of lukemia and found out its about the end of the road.  eli is 15 now came out of remission 2 yrs ago and has be through some much pain.they are coming back home after this long journey.  As we talked we are both on the same page including his wife be talked about acceptance and this is just the way it is, not asking why or anything like that but the feelings and emotions are pretty great.  My point to this is the acceptance is just not about the diease ofmy addictions but also to life its self.  So today I will stay just in today because whattomorrow brings is uncertain and just do the right next thing.  We all have problems but rest assure someones is great then mine for that I am grateful. till next time