FOOD FOR THOUGHT the meetings i have been going to of late,  there has been some talk about growth.  for me if i am the same today that i was last month this time i need to take a serious look at myself, it tells me im stagnet and not working on myself. i try to keep that in the forfront of my mind. another is the promises in the book one thing earley on when i heard someone say YOU DO NOT HAVE TO SHUT THE DOOR ON THE PAST,  i can remember like it was  yesrteday the feeling i had. i thought i was going to have to carry the shit with me till i die but today i know better and thats only because i go to meetings, live the 12 steps to the best og my ability ,and work with others.TODAY  I WILL STRIVE FOR GROWTH   till next time