Need to clear my mind so what better way then to journal.. Yesterday was not the best things just was not right, the whole day even took a break from work and went to a noon meeting and was very restless. The good things was besides not thinking about drinking or take a pill was it was me not anyone else. It took till this morning to put in perspective it was a new day and it was up to me how this day was going to be plus went to meeting out of 12 people there 3 have love ones that are dying for cancer all in stage 3 or 4 and they were there for support and not thinking about a drink but mostly about acceptance. I guess my problems are pretty much bullshit after hearing deals like that. Just had to express that for me its good therapy. Till next time

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YOUR PROBLEM MITE SEEM SMALL TO OTHERS.BUT TO US, THE ONES THATS BATTLEING THE DRUG AND ALCHOLOL ADDICTION ITS HARD I KNOW I HAVE BEEN DOING IT FOR YEARS...HANG IN THERE.......PEGGY.......
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you are right. Our problems are not that bad. My heart goes out to 3 and their loved ones. I will keep them in my prayers
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Isn\'t it funny how God puts us exactly where we need to be? Kinda puts things in perspective. Yesterday is past, tomorrow is not promised, today is a gift, keep telling yourself that and you will be okay.
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I can relate, I felt like crap because I\'m having root canals done and I went to a meeting, and heard that a friend of mine is having all her teeth pulled for dentures at the age of 40! (That\'s from bulimia - another struggle we share). But geeze, there\'s always a worse situation we could be in and a meeting makes me grateful even through my pain. Take care :)