Well Im stranded in a mall with tornado warnings so what better way to bid my time then at the public library writing in my journal. Things are well have had a thinking problem here latley thinking about quitting smoking and goes back really to the same thing as other addictions how bad do you want it??? I had this craving for minute yesterday had to stand back and say where in the hell did that come from?? As I know its always there waiting like Im letting my guard down in some way. I always remind myself if I can justify a red flag Im in deep shit the only thing is I dont know what the hell it was. Thats why I keep going to meetings and my daily readings to remind me because as I know I forget sometimes but NEVER there I had been, like that good old song goes I DONT KNOW WHERE IM GOING BUT SURE KNOW WHERE IVE BEEN. NEVER FORGET THAT. Looks like we got the all clear for the weather so till next time
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Glad to hear that you\'re safe and sound and also that you are keeping your thinking 2 minutes ahead of any addictive thinking. Sounds to me like you want the \"whole ball of wax\" pretty bad (although who ever thought of that saying sounds like they may have had some sort of substance abuse issues lol) and I know that you can continue to persevere. Enjoy the rest of your week, looks like another beautiful day here in Baltimore. Hugs, Kim