Happy JournalUnfortunately, I have to write a happy & a sad journal today.  But I'm definately starting with the happy one because--I'M PREGNANT!  I'm still in shock.  I don't even know what to say.  I feel like doing ballet leaps around the room, but I'm too exhausted because of last night.  I love all of you so much, & I hope you are all pregnant along with me SOON!Sad JournalLast night my husband woke me up to yell at me because I forgot to wash his underwear (plus the house is a mess).  I was so busy with that big dinner yesterday, my family got put on hold.  He was telling me what a bad mother I am & I cried myself to sleep (not that I got much sleep).  Then I woke up this morning & cried some more.  For anyone who knows me & what is most important to me, you know that telling me that I am "just like my mother" is the absolute worst thing anyone could say, especially my husband.  So he didn't even go with me to get the test results.  I just sat there & cried in the office because I was so happy, but sad that we had ruined this special moment in time.  I'm going to be gone from DS until Sunday.  I've got to get this house put back together & my husband is really resenting my spending time here.  Thanks for letting me vent.  I appreciate so much the support you have always given me.  I'll ttyl!