Today is divine.  I have pampered myself & loved every minute.  I took a nice long bath--filled my big tub with more hot water & bubbles than ever before, & did some creative stuff for fun.  My husband came into the bathroom and asked me if I had used all 60 gallons of water from the hot water heater & I said with a smile, "It's worth it if I get pregnant."  He smiled too.  We are fasting and praying, we have our name in a temple, I'm relaxed and happy...Oh, I hope this is it!  Last night my awake dream of twins was even more vivid than it has been before.  I could see  them.  I've said it before, but I can't help wondering if this is real or if I'm just dreaming a dream that doesn't exist.