I too have been at the place you find yourself now. I too have felt it was my duty to rid the world of myself. I have felt a burden to my family and friends. I have felt utterly cut off from the social world at large.
The one thing I know is that interacting with someone who cares really helps in the long run. If you isolate one of these days you just may end it. That would be a very hard and tragically sad day for me. Please hold on and reach out more. Isolation is a cruel foe.
Hang in there! I know how tough it gets. I am here if you want to message me. Please don\'t do anything harnful. Everybody has things that only they can contribute to the world. *hugs*
Jesus loves you sweetie. The devil is wanting you to kill yourself. Don\'t do it. Turn to Jesus, He will help you. I and lots of others are praying for you.
Dear, Jesus has a hope and a plan for your life. Please don\'t leave us before your time. The enemy would love to see you sin by taking your own life. Don\'t give him the satisfaction of winning. Stay close to Jesus and He will support you through this trial. Don\'t give up, please!!!!
I have been there one too many times & was unsuccessful. I hope that you will find healing soon! I don\'t know what to say to cheer you up, but suicide is NOT the answer. Let me tell you an encouraging story, or at least hope it\'s encouraging to you.
One night, I decided (in my mid 20s) that I wanted to die & I was gonna finally do it. I took a whole bunch of pills & went to sleep. While I was dreaming, Jesus came to me & spoke to me. He took me the kingdom of Heaven & gave me a tour. Everybody there was happy, calm, & content. Jesus said, \"This is the Kingdom of Heaven & no one here has any burdens. Everyone here is happy. And you can have all of this & you will be with me in Heaven. But my child, it is NOT your time. You cannot come here. I wanted to show you all of these things because you will come here & be with me, but you won\'t be with me now. I have to send you back. Your work is NOT done!\"
I woke up from that dream crying asking God why wasn\'t it my time & what work was left for me to do? I didn\'t hear from him answering my question or directing my path. I didn\'t know who needed me, but somebody somewhere needed me, so I lived. And I\'m living to tell you this story. The dream felt so real, and I couldn\'t believe I actually had the pleasure of meeting Jesus & he talked to me in my dream & simply ended the conversation with, \"Your work is NOT done.\"
I hope you find encouragement, love, peace, and serenity soon! You are NOT alone with your struggle!
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*sending you some big warm hugs and best wishes* :D Let me know what else I can give you.
I too have been at the place you find yourself now. I too have felt it was my duty to rid the world of myself. I have felt a burden to my family and friends. I have felt utterly cut off from the social world at large.
The one thing I know is that interacting with someone who cares really helps in the long run. If you isolate one of these days you just may end it. That would be a very hard and tragically sad day for me. Please hold on and reach out more. Isolation is a cruel foe.
Hang in there! I know how tough it gets. I am here if you want to message me. Please don\'t do anything harnful. Everybody has things that only they can contribute to the world. *hugs*
Steve showed some very real friendship by passing your name along for prayer. Please, don\'t be mad. He is very concerned for you.
May I ask why you NEED TO KILL YOURSELF? Please, pm me and let\'s talk!!
Mary Turk is a solid person who truly cares and who has some hard-won wisdom. Not just a church attender but the real deal.
WE NEED YOU TO LIVE!!!
Jesus loves you sweetie. The devil is wanting you to kill yourself. Don\'t do it. Turn to Jesus, He will help you. I and lots of others are praying for you.
God bless you,
April
Dear, Jesus has a hope and a plan for your life. Please don\'t leave us before your time. The enemy would love to see you sin by taking your own life. Don\'t give him the satisfaction of winning. Stay close to Jesus and He will support you through this trial. Don\'t give up, please!!!!
God bless you,
Marie
I have been there one too many times & was unsuccessful. I hope that you will find healing soon! I don\'t know what to say to cheer you up, but suicide is NOT the answer. Let me tell you an encouraging story, or at least hope it\'s encouraging to you.
One night, I decided (in my mid 20s) that I wanted to die & I was gonna finally do it. I took a whole bunch of pills & went to sleep. While I was dreaming, Jesus came to me & spoke to me. He took me the kingdom of Heaven & gave me a tour. Everybody there was happy, calm, & content. Jesus said, \"This is the Kingdom of Heaven & no one here has any burdens. Everyone here is happy. And you can have all of this & you will be with me in Heaven. But my child, it is NOT your time. You cannot come here. I wanted to show you all of these things because you will come here & be with me, but you won\'t be with me now. I have to send you back. Your work is NOT done!\"
I woke up from that dream crying asking God why wasn\'t it my time & what work was left for me to do? I didn\'t hear from him answering my question or directing my path. I didn\'t know who needed me, but somebody somewhere needed me, so I lived. And I\'m living to tell you this story. The dream felt so real, and I couldn\'t believe I actually had the pleasure of meeting Jesus & he talked to me in my dream & simply ended the conversation with, \"Your work is NOT done.\"
I hope you find encouragement, love, peace, and serenity soon! You are NOT alone with your struggle!