And up creeps my eating disorder again. All I can see is how fat I am and this makes me desperately want to go back to old habits of restricting and purging.
I know nothing at all about bulimia but the basics but I have a good friend who went through it and my life had an eating disorder she has overcome. There is hope. My friend has been bulimia free for a really long time. Her disorder manifests in different ways but not that one. Take heart dear friend. My wife is on DS and if you so desire I could hook the two of you up. She will encourage your heart. Hang in there my dear friend.
I have been bulimic since January and in may I became addicted, I still am, I even purge with my mom home, and I see blood, I faint, I weeze, and sometimes have panic attacks and I can tell you that it is VERY addicting and once you start doing it every day you cannot control yourself. Now sometimes I a admit I am happy I am bulimic, but for those times where I am scared, I know it is bad and I feel scared and guilty, there are mixed emoitons, happy, proud, but sad and guilty, so you need to really think this through
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I know nothing at all about bulimia but the basics but I have a good friend who went through it and my life had an eating disorder she has overcome. There is hope. My friend has been bulimia free for a really long time. Her disorder manifests in different ways but not that one. Take heart dear friend. My wife is on DS and if you so desire I could hook the two of you up. She will encourage your heart. Hang in there my dear friend.
Would your wife mid, would you mind?
I have been bulimic since January and in may I became addicted, I still am, I even purge with my mom home, and I see blood, I faint, I weeze, and sometimes have panic attacks and I can tell you that it is VERY addicting and once you start doing it every day you cannot control yourself. Now sometimes I a admit I am happy I am bulimic, but for those times where I am scared, I know it is bad and I feel scared and guilty, there are mixed emoitons, happy, proud, but sad and guilty, so you need to really think this through