I became frantic to day look for where my mom hid the pills. I never did find them so I ended up purging instead. Thing is I enjoyed the feeling of hurting myself. It's almost as if it's become an addiciton.

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Livingjuicy
Livingjuicy

This hurts me to read this... I hope that you are seeking help for yourself as this is so much bigger than you now. You must have professionals help you as I feel powerless and helpless to offer anything but my heartfelt prayers. Please let us know the steps that you are taking or have taken to help yourself. Gentle hugs, Joanie
deleted_user
deleted_user

Hey sweet, sorry to hear about this :/ Yeah, bulimia\'s addictive, it\'s got the SI aspect too. :( We\'re here for you
fluterify
fluterify

Joanie sorry this took so long. I have been going to therapy for 4 years now and will continue going.