I don't want to go on. I fear the other side but am willing to go there. I really could do this.

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I know, I know this with all of my being...this feeling, I know. There are people who love you, there are people you WILL love you, there are people that You will love, don\'t give that up, don\'t give up this precious, magnificent moment (and such a brief moment it is) of life on this planet. You can make it, life is so beautiful, I know its hard to see, I know its even more difficult to believe. There is so much to live for, even more than there is to die for. We experience life and then we experience death, each are important, beautiful, natural occurences,...gifts, spiritual journeys...don\'t end your journey before its really meant to end, don\'t give up prematurally...there is so much out there, so many people waiting for you to change their life, and so many people that are waiting to change yours....It can be painful, but suffering and joy come hand in hand, you will feel both, you are deeply intelligent of the darkest side, the depths of human futility and sorrow, but if you stay in this, if you persevere you will also know the other pole, the one of immense joy and rapture, whether you are here for a reason, or this life is meaningless: either way you can love yourself and love your life for what is: a fleeting masterpiece, this world is your medium of creation, you can create negativity and thus create pain, or you can believe in beauty and hope and goodness, and thus create them....You manifest your reality, you are beautiful, you are intelligent, you are worthy life, and life is worthy of you. Stay with us, we really do love you.