Yesterday was very hard for me. My best friend who initially was my support through this journey of ttc had her beautiful baby girl. I am very happy for my friend and i love her to death. I just cant help but wish it was me. I am feeling very low today because i dont understand, Why me? Im trying to stay positive but it is very hard. I am also very nervous about going through with IVF because i really want this to work on the first try because this is very nerve recking and stressful.

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I know the feeling. My husband\'s aunt had a baby about a month ago at 43. I\'m in my twenties and i can\'t get pregnant. I love her and lil Emma so much, but you said it perfectly... why me? You know, I wouldn\'t even put this on my worst enemy... it\'s so hard to go through.