11/8//11 I don't know me

    At 42 I am having to change everything I say. it was small at first, little things. like "go without me" or "I will be there in a sec". I helped people, electrical, home repairs you name it. Now the smallest job that I still think I should be able to do I can't. When I talk about my work, and all the volunteer work, I can't say I am in this group, I have to say I was in this group. I take offense to being called sedimentary, but right now I am. I dont know who I am anymore. I can talk about the man I was, but someone looking at the man I am.......... If anyone finds me, let me know. I'm looking for him.