11/4/10

Back to the same behavior for William this week. Its so frustrating. I know better than to let a few days get my hopes up. I think last weeks great behavior was all so he could get his costume and go trick or treating. His teacher has been calling a lot this week- threatening to have to send him home because of his foul mouth and behavior. I am planning to keep him home tomorrow as I know he will only end up getting sent home within a short time of being there- I figure whats the point. Besides I have to work again tomorrow night and need uninterrupted rest. I really want him to go ino the inpatient program I read about but the process seems very long and iffy. I can't help him at home obviously- I've been trying since Kindergarten and nothing has gotten better- only worse.Its all very depressing. In addition to this- I get to feel like an ass -again- for messing around with Kevin again. I feel really stupid- he was a bed hopping jerk several years ago and though I had really hoped time had matured him and help him change his ways- after yesterdays dissappearing act- followed by todays lame excuse- it appears I was wrong.