11/3/10

I have been going to sleep at 8pm and getting up at about 4:30am this seems to be a regular schedule for me lately.I seem to accomplish a lot in the morning hours and it helps me better handle stress going to the gym at 5:30 either doing the muscle class or spin so when I come home I can get my son ready for school who stuggles with ADHD and I need as much patience as possible when dealing with him. I feed him breakfast and give him vitamins, and fish oil and help motivate him so we can be on time for the school bus. Which is challenging!!!
I have my son being tutored 5 x per week to help him bring his grades up and I am taking him to counceling.I just get absolutely drained!!!! Exercise and lots of prayer help me. I listen to lots of christen music and that helps fill my spirit.
We went to the doctor yesterday and she is going to put my son on vyvanse, I just can't pick it up till tomorrow. He is a great boy, I love him to pieces. I just don't like butting heads all the time its exasting. I have written for awhile I had my own concerns now i am better ... and just trying to take care of my 12 year old. I am a single mom with no family around and  just a lot of support groups I fill my time with.  I miss my family a lot. I feel blessed I found a great therapist who I see sometimes 3 x a week. I try not to over do the exercise because thats the only thing that helps me deal sooo sometimes I exercise 3 hrs a day. I am very lonely. I pray a lot that makes me feel peaceful. I love taking several hour hikes with my dog!!! I love Nature!!

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deleted_user
deleted_user

You are doing fine, hang in there. We are all together in this hell.
staceypin
staceypin

Thanks for your support! I am glad you understand!!
deleted_user
deleted_user

Stacey, You are accomplishing a lot and I know too well about the loneliness. At least you are reaching out and coping. I know it\'s hard but all you can do is your best and you are doing it!
deleted_user
deleted_user

Even though we live miles apart and may not get to talk every day, know that I am thinking of you and praying. Love \'ya. Big hugs. xo