11-21-10

I am really struggling today with my pdoc cutting my other 50mg dose of luvox, I told him I was feeling good not to cut my evening dose, he didn't care. Now, I can't stop crying, can't get out of bed, feel like jumping off a bridge, am soooooo very depressed, my pdoc doesn't even care. I can't get anything done.. it is awful. But, I know that I felt better on that nightime dose, but he fought with me on not letting me take it even though I know I felt better, that is just so weird to me.
I have called the pdoc twice now to tell him how I am  feeling and he hasn't called me back.. no surprise. I HAVE BEEN FRUSTERATED WITH THIS PDOC BEFORE NOW HERE i GO AGAIN MAD AT HIM AGAIN!!!