I feel awful. I feel like I'm filled to the brim with despair. I don't know what to do. I don't want to sleep. I don't want to get up and do something. So what do I do? Sit here? I think I'll go to bed. There's nothing else that I can do. I need to do my homework, but I know that I can't. I just don't feel up to it. Why do I feel like this? I feel so bad. What am I suppose to do with my life? Knowing that I have school tomorrow is killing me on the inside.