Haven't been here for a few days. Lot going on. I had the interview, got an offer with a substantial pay cut but opted to take it anyway. At least its day shift, and in my field, kinda starting over again. I am afraid though. I have been off for a while and many days, like today I don't even know if i can handle full time. But I cant stand not working and feeling constructive. I'm single, kids grown and gone. Need to pay a mortgage and more important I need health insurance. I have to go for a physical and drug screening. If I tell them i take avonex, theyll know right there. Is this a pre-existing condition yet, too? I can't take the luxury of worrying and stressing but its just so hard not to. I hope tomorrow is better. I havent been this down in awhile. I should be up. Now I will have an income again.