~LIfe~

Hi just sitting here getting ready to tackle some homework and I decided to write a much needed journal. I haven't been on this site to write a journal in a while and that is not good. For me it is alwyas good for me to get my thoughts out on paper. As my last journal stated, I am in a new relationship and it is not what I thought it would be at all. I thought it would full of love and cuddling and just muchiness all the time. Like two teenagers falling in love for the first time. I guess I am just beginning to realize that I am in reality and not a fairy tale world. I am praying that all things in my life go as I have dreamed of them to go. I have a wonderful pain in the ass 15 year old son and I would love to have GOD bless me with a beautiful healthy baby girl with the guy that I am dating and get married and just live a happy and normal life.
My medical issues are going well. My "MG" isn't bothering me from what I can tell, I do feel lite headed at times when I stretch and yarn but I don't think it has anything to do with my "MG" I think that could be my thyroid or something else, who knows when it comes to me and all the things I have going on inside my body. I love my life and I love being the woman that I am I wouldn't change anything about my personality. I would just change the fact that I have asthma and the fact that I have graves disease. I would like for my eyes to go back to normal and look the way I did 3 years ago. But hey I guess I was made this way for a reason and I am proud of being me...