WELL, MY FRIEND SAW MY JOURNAL, THANKS TO THE HELP OF MY WIFE WHO SAW ME MOPING AROUND YESTURDAY BECAUSE OF MY SADNESS.  AND SHE WAS ABLE TO FORGIVE ME, SO THAT DOES INDEED MAKE ME HAPPY AGAIN.
 
AS FOR THE GOAL, WE CONTINUE TO LOVE EACH OTHER AND WITH THAT NATURAL PROCESS COMES AN ACT IN WHICH IT IS POSSIBLE TO PROCREATE IF GOD SO CHOOSES TO BLESS THE COUPLE WITH A CHILD. 
SHE TOOK CONTROL LAST NIGHT WITH A LITTLE COWBOY ACTION, AND IT ENDED WITH THE MOST AMAZING INTENSITY.  SOMETHING ABOUT NOT BEING IN CONTOL BRINGS ABOUT THE MOST INTENSE ORGASMS, AND I JUST CAN'T EXPLAIN IT.
WERE DOIN ALL WE KNOW HOW TO DO TO COMPLETE OUR GOAL, AND LEAVING THE REST UP TO GOD AND HIS ULTIMATE PLAN FOR OUR LIVES.