WARNING, THIS JOURNAL IF FOR JUST ME, BUT THAT'S JUST NOT THE WAY I LIVE MY LIFE. I'M A STAR THAT SHINES, SO I'M GONNA SHINE WHETHER I'M HIGH IN THE SKY OR A FALLING STAR THAT CRASHES TO EARTH.

SO READ IT OR DON'T. YOU JUST MIGHT NOT WANT TO.

WELL, I'M BREAKIN' OUT THE RED FACE JUST TO SEE WHAT IT'S LIKE. I'M SAD AND PISSED AT THE SAME TIME, AND THE BEST PART IS IT HAS NOTHING TO DO WITH REALITY. THIS YEARS TEAM OF DESTINY HAS COME THROUGH EMPTY AND UNFORFILLED. THE TEAM THAT WAS SUPPOSED TO BE IN GLENDALE, ARIZONA IN 3 WEEKS IS NOW GOING TO BE IN DALLAS UNTIL AUGUST.

I CAN'T EVEN SAY ANY MORE, I'M SO DEPRESSED. I'LL GET OVER IT SOON, BUT HOW FUCKING RETARDED AM I FOR MY MOOD BEING AFFECTED BY A SPORTING EVENT. ESPECIALLY AT A WEB SITE THAT IS 90% WOMEN. THAT JUST MAKES IT EXTREMELY RETARDED.

DANIELLE WAS A TROOPER, AND COMFORTED ME THROUGH MY PAIN, AND I PULLED OUT A DOUBLE HEADER INONE NIGHT FOR THE FIRST TIME SINCE THIS WHOLE GOAL STARTED.

OH AND I REALLY DON'T GIVE A FUCK ANYMORE WHO DOESN'T LIKE MY RETARDED SPORTS ANALOGIES WHEN IT COMES TO HAVING SEX WITH MY WIFE. I'M A MAN, AND IT IS WHAT I SAY IT IS.

DO YOU KNOW THE STORY WHERE JESUS GOES IN TO THE TEMPLE AND STARTS FLIPPIN' OVER TABLES. AND HE SAYS THAT THIS IS A TEMPLE OF THE LORD AND NOT A DEN OF THIEVES. WELL, I HAVE SOME THEIVES THAT ARE AMONG ME AND I'M ABOUT TO FLIP A BITCH BECAUSE I DON'T HAVE ANY INTENTION OF EVER BEING PERFECT BY MY WORKS. MY ONLY PERFECTION IS WHAT JESUS DID FOR ME ON THE CROSS.

EVERY FUCKING TIME THAT DANIELLE TALKS TO HER MOTHERFUCKIN MOTHER, SHE MANIPULATES DANIELLE INTO GIVING HER HUNDREDS OF DOLLERS AND I AM ABOUT TO FUCKIN' KILL THAT BITCH. MY HEART IS RACING, MY EYES ARE BULGING, AND MY ARMS ARE SHAKING, AND WHEN I GET LIKE THIS, IT'S BAD FUCKING NEWS FOR THE OBJECT OF MY WRATH. SINCE I WAS ABOUT 7, I'VE BEEN KNOWN TO WHOOP THE LIVINGSHIT OUT OF ANYONE WHO EVER FUCKED WITH ME OR ANYONE THAT I'VE EVER CARED ABOUT AND I'M THIS CLOSE TO CLAIMING ANOTHER VICTIM OR TWO. I DO NOT WORK MY FUCKING ASS OFFEVERYDAY FOR PEANUTS JUST SO THAT FUCKING WHORE CAN TAKE IT FROM ME AND DANIELLE FOR THIS OR THAT. I AM THIS CLOSE FROM FUCKING KILLING THAT BITCH AND NOT EVEN THINKING TWICE ABOUT IT. IKNOW I WON'T BUT MY BLOODIF BOILING OVER RIGHT NOW, AND THE ONLY WAY THAT I CAN EVER SIMMER DOWN IS TO WRITE ABOUT IT.

I'VE GOT TO GET ME FEELINGS OUT CONSTRUCTIVELY BECAUSE IF I DON'T THIS VOLCANO IS ABOUT TOERRUPTALLOVER THAT BITCHES FACE AND I WON'T STOP THERE. I'LL THROW IN HER PIECE OF SHIT SON WHO CAUSED ALL OF THIS SHIT IN THE FIRST PLACE...

YOU SEE IT GOES LIKE THIS. AND IT'S A FUCKIN' CYCLE THAT KEEPS ON REPEATING IT SELF, AND THIS SHIT IS GOING TO STOP BECAUSE BY GOD ROB MOTHERFUCKIN' ARDEN IS ON THE SCENE NOW AND I WILL NOT STAND FOR THIS SHIT WITHOUT BLOODSHED AND IT SURE THE FUCK WON'T BE MINE.

HER MOM HAS TO BE IN CONTROL OF EVERYTHING, SO SHE GETS DANIELLE TO DO SOMETHING THAT SHE SHOULDN'T, HER BROTHERSTEALS IT AND ABUSESIT, AND HERMOTHERFUCKIN MOM MAKES DANIELLE PAY FOR EVERYTHING THAT HER BROTHER DOES...YES, THIS IS THE SAME PIECE OF SHIT BROTHER THAT RAPED MY WIFE OVER AND OVER AGAIN WHEN THEY WERE CHILDREN AND THEN PHYSICALLY BEAT ANDABUSED HER AFTER HE WAS DONE RAPING HER. HER MOM KNOWS ALL ABOUT ITAND NEVER FUCKING EVER DID ANYTHING BUT TURN HER HEAD AND PRETEND THAT IT NEVERHAPPENED. NOW WHATPIECE OFSHIT MOTHER WOULD LET SOMETHING LIKE THAT SLIDE. WELL, IT'S THE SAME PIECEOF SHIT MOTHER THAT KEEPS TAKING MONEY FROM DANIELLE THE DAY AFTER SHE GETS OUT OF THE FUCKING HOSPITAL, AND I'VE HAD IT. THIS HAS HAPPENED WAY TO MANY TIMES, AND NOW IT CONCERNS ME BECAUSE WE'RE MARRIED, AND IT'S MY MONEY TOO,SO I'M SERIOUSLY ABOUT TO STOP BEING QUIET, AND WHEN I SPEAKUP, GOD HELP HER, BECAUSE I WILL DESTROY HER WITH EVER WORD THAT I HAVE WITH THAT LOUSY PIECE OF SHIT FOR A MOTHER.

I'M GOING TO FUCKING KILL THATBITCH ORALLY AND I HOPE TO GOD SHE TALKS BACK TOME BECAUSE I'M GOING TO START SWINGING, AND THEN HER PIECE OF SHIT BROTHER IS GOING TO STEP IN ANDHE IS GOING TO BELYING RIGHT NEXT TO HER LIFELESS BODY.

THIS IS THE RIGHTEOUS RAGE THAT I HAVE, AND THE LOVE THAT I HAVE FOR DANIELLEWHO HAS BEEN SODAMIZEDAND PISSED ON BY HER FUCKING BROTHER(LITERALLY) AND HERGOD DAMN MOTHER WHO JUST SITS BY AND SAYS OH HE'S HAD A ROUGH LIFE HE CAN'T HELP IT. WELL THEY'RE BOTH GOING TO HAVE A ROUGH LIFE WHEN THEY ARE LAYING DEAD SIDE BY SIDE.

THANK YOU DAILY STRENGTH...I FEEL MUCH CALMER AND HAPPIER NOW. IT'S OUT OF MY MIND AND ON THIS SHEET OF PAPER.

WOW, I GUESS THIS WRITING SHIT REALLY DOES WORK...IT'SKEPT ME OUT OF JAIL FOR 2 COUNTS OF MURDERING TWO WORTHLESSPIECESOF SHIT.

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OMG Gzus,,,,I am so sorry,,,i dont really know you,,,but reading this journal has hit me,,,,,,its good that you are getting this all out on hear,,,as they are not worth you doing time for,,,and where would your wife be then??? Daniellle need to seriously tell mum,,,and dickless bro to FUCK RIGHT OFF,,,,I am sorry that you are both going through this,,,but stay calm tho Gzus,,,they are not worth it!!!!! Love and hugs to you both xxx

lismarty

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Whoa, hold on, think about what your saying. I know you're pissed but don't do anything you'll regret. Take it easy.

BobSolley

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THAT'S WHAT I'M TALKIN' BOUT! WRITE THAT SHIT OUT! GOOD FOR YOU! AND GOOD FOR YOU FOR TAKING A STAND FOR YOU WIFE. YOU AND YOUR WIFE ARE ONE FLESH NOW AND ARE NOT TO BE MANIPULATED BY SOME BITCH WHO JUST STOOD MIGHT AS WELL WATCHING HER DAUGHTER GET RAPED BY HER BROTHER. BETTER YOU THAN ME CAUSE THEM MOTHERFUCKERS WOULD HAVE ALREADY BE FUCKING DEAD IF IT WAS ME. AAAHHH! GLAD I WROTE THAT OUT! I REALLY CARE ABOUT YA'LL AND THAT FUCKING PISSES ME OFF! I WISH YA'LL COULD JUST MOVE THE FUCK AWAY!! ALL THE WAY ACROSS THE FUCKING NATION AND WOULDN'T HAVE TO DEAL WITH THEIR SORRY ASSES. OK.....I'LL STOP. BUT ANYWAYS, GLAD YOU WROTE ABOUT ROB AND GLAD YOU FEEL BETTER. IT'LL WORK OUT. VENGENCE IS OF THE LORD. HE'LL TAKE CARE OF THEM WHOREMONGERS. TRUST ME. LIKE YOU NEVER COULD!!

greeneyedbpgirl

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We seem to be in the same boat my friend. Dont do anything you will regret neither of the fuckers are worth it. Am around if you need to talk.

Love & Peace
Raven

ithascometothis

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whoa !...ROB...put the brakes on NOW !!!...Danielle's past is similar to mine.....I wont go into details...but CALM THE F DOWN...its NOT worth it...and you KNOW it !!....hugs....and MORE hugs...for both of you

Goof

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Hun, ya lose ya peace ya lose ya power......

VickyLee