WELL, I HAD A GREAT DAY WITH MY BOY. WE PLAYED AT THE PARK, WE HAD LUNCH, WE WATCHED A FEW ANIMATED VIDEOS, WE SAW SHREK 3 TOGETHER, AND WE PLAYED AND VISITED WITH MY FIANCE A LITTLE. 8:30 CAME, AND IT WAS BACK TO HIS MOM AS IF I WAS THE GRANDPARENTS OR SOME MEMBER OF AN EXTENDED FAMILY. DO YOU KNOW THE SAYING, YOU GET TO SPOIL THEM AND THEN GIVE THEM BACK TO THEIR PARENTS? THAT IS NOT WHAT I INVISIONED BEING A DADDY TO BE. I GUESS I WILL JUST HAVE TO DO BETTER THE NEXT TIME I GET TO BE A DAD TO SOME OTHER BOY OR GIRL WITH MY NEXT AND I HOPE TO GOD MY LAST WIFE. I NEVER WANT TO GO THROUGH THIS AGONY AGAIN. ALTHOUGH IT WAS MOSTLY SELF-INFLICTED AND I DESERVE EVERYTHING I GET, IT IS STILL NOT FUN TO GO THROUGH, BUT I HAVE LEARNED AND EVEN BECOME A LOT BETTER PERSON FOR HAVING GONE THROUGH IT, SO I GUESS IT HAS SERVED ITS PURPOSE.
I KNOW THAT GOD WILL BLESS ME AGAIN, AND I PRAISE HIM FOR THOSE DAYS TO COME. MY 20'S WERE VERY FORGETABLE, AND WITH 30 COMING AT THE END OF THE YEAR, I AM READY TO START OVER AND MAKE A LOT BETTER DECISIONS AND LIVE A LOT MORE IN THE SPIRIT OF GOD THAN I DID IN MY TWENTIES.
AMEN AND SO BE IT.
MESSAGE TO SELF: KEEP IT SIMPLE STUPID, AND DON'T GET IN OVER YOUR HEAD THIS TIME. THINK BEFORE YOU SPEAK, AND DON'T LOSE YOUR EDGE, BUT JUST SMOOTH IT OUT A LITTLE.
THANK YOU SELF...I RECEIVE THAT.:)--
AND AS ALWAYS...
PEACE AND LOVE,
ROB AND DEUCE.
ETERNAL!
I KNOW THAT GOD WILL BLESS ME AGAIN, AND I PRAISE HIM FOR THOSE DAYS TO COME. MY 20'S WERE VERY FORGETABLE, AND WITH 30 COMING AT THE END OF THE YEAR, I AM READY TO START OVER AND MAKE A LOT BETTER DECISIONS AND LIVE A LOT MORE IN THE SPIRIT OF GOD THAN I DID IN MY TWENTIES.
AMEN AND SO BE IT.
MESSAGE TO SELF: KEEP IT SIMPLE STUPID, AND DON'T GET IN OVER YOUR HEAD THIS TIME. THINK BEFORE YOU SPEAK, AND DON'T LOSE YOUR EDGE, BUT JUST SMOOTH IT OUT A LITTLE.
THANK YOU SELF...I RECEIVE THAT.:)--
AND AS ALWAYS...
PEACE AND LOVE,
ROB AND DEUCE.
ETERNAL!
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I\'m glad you had a good day with your boy!
Don\'t be concerned with the \"next time\" you are a DAD. You are a good dad now. Do as much as you can building memories with your sweet boy!
P.S. The 30\'s aren\'t bad!
I agree with Malibu, you are a good dad already! :) glad you had some time with your little \"mini-me\", even if you wish it were more time, at least it\'s something. you\'ve lived and learned a lot, I\'m sure your 30\'s will be good to u! :)
you can be a great dad now and next time, don\'t dismiss either times, just being the best you can be with the time you spend is all that matters! never stop telling him how much you love him!