DIVORCE IS DEFINATELY NOT SOMETHING I RECOMMEND FOR A GOOD TIME. I DO NOT WISH THIS PAIN AND AGONY UPON MY WORST ENEMIES, NOT THAT I HAVE ANY ENEMIES, BUT ONE COULD GET MY POINT. THROW A CHILD THAT YOU ADORE IN THE EQUATION, AND DOUBLE THE PAIN AND AGONY PORTION. OOOH...OOOH CAN I HAVE SECONDS OF THAT PAIN AND AGONY PLEASE.
IT IS NOT COMPLETELY AND UTTERLY FINALIZED, BUT WE MEDIATED, AND I WAIVED THE WHITE FLAG, THREW IN THE TOWEL AND EXCEPTED MY BUTT-WOOPIN' LIKE A MAN. SHE PAINTED A PICTURE THAT DESTROYED ME. SHE HAD ALL THE WEAPONS TO SLAUGHTER ME, AND SHE USED EACH AND EVERY ONE OF THEM WITH GREAT PRECISION. WOW AND OUCH!
I THINK THAT BY THE TIME THAT WE ARE OFFICIALLY DIVORCED BY LAW, I WILL BE READY TO PICK MY BLOODY BODY OFF THE CANVAS, OR AS I LIKE TO SAY BECAUSE OF MY HERO, OFF THE CROSS. SHE DEFINATELY NAILED ME, BUT THE ONLY DIFFERANCE WAS THAT I WAS IN NO WAY INNOCENT OR WITHOUT SIN. I MUST HAVE DESERVED EVERYTHING THAT I GOT HANDED TO ME. THERE IS A SONG BY THIRD DAY CALLED "THIEF," AND I HAVE ALWAYS IDENTIFIED WITH THAT CHARACTER, AND THAT SONG VIVIDLY DEPICTS THAT SCENE MORE THAN THE ACTUAL SCRIPTURES. I TEAR UP EVERYTIME I HEAR IT. THE COMPASSION THAT JESUS HAD FOR THE LOST EVEN UP UNTIL THE MOMENT BEFORE THEY DIED. THE THIEF MADE THAT LAST SECOND SHOT TO SECURE HIS RELATIONSHIP WITH GOD AND SECURE HIS RESERVATIONS IN THE BOOK OF LIFE TO CHECK IN TO PARADISE(HEAVEN)FOR ETERNITY.
ANYWAY, I AM READY TO PICK UP THE BLOODY PIECES AND ATTEMPT TO TURN OVER A NEW LEAF. I HAVE LIVED IN THE FLESH FOR MOST OF MY CHRISTIAN LIFE. I USED THE EXPRESSION "PAID IN FULL" ALMOST LIKE A LICENSE TO SIN AND LIVE HOWEVER I WANTED AND SAY IT IS COVERED BY THE BLOOD OF THE LAMB OR HE DIED SO I COULD LIVE. THERE WAS A TIME BEFORE I MET MY WIFE THAT I DID MAKE A CONCIOUS EFFORT TO DENY MY FLESH AND LIVE IN THE SPIRIT. I MEAN I DIDN'T EVEN CUSS AND THAT WAS A MINOR MIRACLE FOR ME HAVING PERFECTED THE ART SINCE THE SECOND GRADE. I MET MY WIFE AND LEAD HER TO LIVE A GOOD CHRISTIAN LIFE, BUT AS I WAS LIFTING HER UP, I WAS TAKING A MORAL DIVE TO LET LOOSE AND LIVE A LITTLE TO SEE WHAT LIFE IN THE WORLD WAS REALLY ABOUT BECAUSE I HAD GROWN UP PRETTY SHELTERED FROM THE WAYS OF THE WORLD AKA I DIDN'T HAVE TO MANY FRIENDS. SHE BECAME MY FRIEND AND SHOWED ME A NEW WORLD THAT I LIKED ONLY TO LOOK AT MY LIFE TODAY AND SEE UTTER DISTRUCTION OF THE BLESSINGS THAT GOD BESTOWED UPON ME THAT I PRETTY MUCH PISSED AWAY. PARDON THE EXPRESSION.
I STAYED FAITHFUL EXCEPT FOR 1 NIGHT DURING A 3 MONTH SEPERATION, AND ALTHOUGH IT IS NOT THE REASON THAT WE GOT DIVORCED, I AM A BIG FAN OF WOMEN. I AM STRUGGLING TO ABSTAIN FROM CERTAIN WEBSITES OR MOVIES OR HAVING A PURE RELATIONSHIP WITH A FAIRLY NEW GIRLFRIED. I LOVE LOOKING AT OR BEING WITH BEAUTIFUL WOMEN, AND OVER 90% OF ALL WOMEN UNDER 50 ARE BEAUTIFUL TO ME, BUT...I HAVE DECIDED TO MAKE A CONCIOUS DECISION TO DO THE RIGHT THING AND NOT THE ROB THING, AND I JUST WANT TO BE SUCCESSFUL. I HATE FAILURE. I HATE THE CYCLE OF REPENTING-SINNING-REPENTING AGAIN-SINNING AGAIN AND THEN REPENTING AGAIN. I JUST WANT TO TURN MY EYES AWAY AND FLEE TEMPTATION, AND BUILD A RELATIONSHIP WITH THIS GIRL THAT IS BASED ON HER SOUL AND NOT JUST HER LOOKS AND SEXUAL APPETITE.
PEACE AND LOVE,
ROB AND DEUCE.
ETERNAL!
IT IS NOT COMPLETELY AND UTTERLY FINALIZED, BUT WE MEDIATED, AND I WAIVED THE WHITE FLAG, THREW IN THE TOWEL AND EXCEPTED MY BUTT-WOOPIN' LIKE A MAN. SHE PAINTED A PICTURE THAT DESTROYED ME. SHE HAD ALL THE WEAPONS TO SLAUGHTER ME, AND SHE USED EACH AND EVERY ONE OF THEM WITH GREAT PRECISION. WOW AND OUCH!
I THINK THAT BY THE TIME THAT WE ARE OFFICIALLY DIVORCED BY LAW, I WILL BE READY TO PICK MY BLOODY BODY OFF THE CANVAS, OR AS I LIKE TO SAY BECAUSE OF MY HERO, OFF THE CROSS. SHE DEFINATELY NAILED ME, BUT THE ONLY DIFFERANCE WAS THAT I WAS IN NO WAY INNOCENT OR WITHOUT SIN. I MUST HAVE DESERVED EVERYTHING THAT I GOT HANDED TO ME. THERE IS A SONG BY THIRD DAY CALLED "THIEF," AND I HAVE ALWAYS IDENTIFIED WITH THAT CHARACTER, AND THAT SONG VIVIDLY DEPICTS THAT SCENE MORE THAN THE ACTUAL SCRIPTURES. I TEAR UP EVERYTIME I HEAR IT. THE COMPASSION THAT JESUS HAD FOR THE LOST EVEN UP UNTIL THE MOMENT BEFORE THEY DIED. THE THIEF MADE THAT LAST SECOND SHOT TO SECURE HIS RELATIONSHIP WITH GOD AND SECURE HIS RESERVATIONS IN THE BOOK OF LIFE TO CHECK IN TO PARADISE(HEAVEN)FOR ETERNITY.
ANYWAY, I AM READY TO PICK UP THE BLOODY PIECES AND ATTEMPT TO TURN OVER A NEW LEAF. I HAVE LIVED IN THE FLESH FOR MOST OF MY CHRISTIAN LIFE. I USED THE EXPRESSION "PAID IN FULL" ALMOST LIKE A LICENSE TO SIN AND LIVE HOWEVER I WANTED AND SAY IT IS COVERED BY THE BLOOD OF THE LAMB OR HE DIED SO I COULD LIVE. THERE WAS A TIME BEFORE I MET MY WIFE THAT I DID MAKE A CONCIOUS EFFORT TO DENY MY FLESH AND LIVE IN THE SPIRIT. I MEAN I DIDN'T EVEN CUSS AND THAT WAS A MINOR MIRACLE FOR ME HAVING PERFECTED THE ART SINCE THE SECOND GRADE. I MET MY WIFE AND LEAD HER TO LIVE A GOOD CHRISTIAN LIFE, BUT AS I WAS LIFTING HER UP, I WAS TAKING A MORAL DIVE TO LET LOOSE AND LIVE A LITTLE TO SEE WHAT LIFE IN THE WORLD WAS REALLY ABOUT BECAUSE I HAD GROWN UP PRETTY SHELTERED FROM THE WAYS OF THE WORLD AKA I DIDN'T HAVE TO MANY FRIENDS. SHE BECAME MY FRIEND AND SHOWED ME A NEW WORLD THAT I LIKED ONLY TO LOOK AT MY LIFE TODAY AND SEE UTTER DISTRUCTION OF THE BLESSINGS THAT GOD BESTOWED UPON ME THAT I PRETTY MUCH PISSED AWAY. PARDON THE EXPRESSION.
I STAYED FAITHFUL EXCEPT FOR 1 NIGHT DURING A 3 MONTH SEPERATION, AND ALTHOUGH IT IS NOT THE REASON THAT WE GOT DIVORCED, I AM A BIG FAN OF WOMEN. I AM STRUGGLING TO ABSTAIN FROM CERTAIN WEBSITES OR MOVIES OR HAVING A PURE RELATIONSHIP WITH A FAIRLY NEW GIRLFRIED. I LOVE LOOKING AT OR BEING WITH BEAUTIFUL WOMEN, AND OVER 90% OF ALL WOMEN UNDER 50 ARE BEAUTIFUL TO ME, BUT...I HAVE DECIDED TO MAKE A CONCIOUS DECISION TO DO THE RIGHT THING AND NOT THE ROB THING, AND I JUST WANT TO BE SUCCESSFUL. I HATE FAILURE. I HATE THE CYCLE OF REPENTING-SINNING-REPENTING AGAIN-SINNING AGAIN AND THEN REPENTING AGAIN. I JUST WANT TO TURN MY EYES AWAY AND FLEE TEMPTATION, AND BUILD A RELATIONSHIP WITH THIS GIRL THAT IS BASED ON HER SOUL AND NOT JUST HER LOOKS AND SEXUAL APPETITE.
PEACE AND LOVE,
ROB AND DEUCE.
ETERNAL!
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