TOMORROW IS MY MEDIATION WITH SUZANNE FOR THE DIVORCE SETTLEMENT, AND I AM SCARED OUT OF MY MIND...ALL FAITH IN JESUS ASIDE. I KNOW HE CAN DO ALL THINGS.
BASICLY, I AM GOING TO ASK FOR 68 HOURS OF CUSTODY A WEEK AND IF SHE IS NOT WILLING TO GIVE ME THAT THEN I WILL CEASE ALL FURTHER DISCUSSIONS, AND I WILL SEE HER IN COURT ON JUNE 6. THE WAY I SEE IT, IS THAT I HAVE 2 MORE CHANCES FOR GOD TO PERFORM THE MIRACLE THAT I BELIEVE FULLY THAT HE WILL DO. I AM ASKING PHAROAH TO LET MY PEOPLE GO.
I JUST WANT TO BE A DADDY TO MY BEAUTIFUL BABY BOY WHO REALLY ISN'T A BABY ANY MORE(I GOT TO SEE HIM STAND UP AND PEE IN THE TOILET FOR THE FIRST TIME YESTURDAY, AND I HAD NOTHING TO DO WITH TEACHING HIM, I AM VERY PROUD OF HIM, BUT VERY HURT AND SAD AT THE SAME TIME. ONE OF MY PRIVILEDGES AS HIS DAD HAS ALREADY BEEN TAKEN AWAY FROM ME. HOW MANY MORE WILL BE?)...I JUST DON'T WANT HIM TO BE A TEENAGER BEFORE I HAVE A CHANCE TO BE IN HIS LIFE. ACTUALLY RAISING MY SON IS THE MOST IMPORTANT THING IN THE WORLD TO ME. I SHED TEARS SEVERAL TIMES A WEEK BECAUSE I AM NOT IN HIS LIFE IN A SIGNIFICANT COMPACITY, AND IF I HEAR A SONG LIKE "JUST THE 2 OF US" BY WILL SMITH THAN I JUST START SOBBING. I KNOW THAT IS NOT VERY THUGGISH, RUGGISH, BUT THAT IS WHERE THE GZUS(JESUS) TAKES OVER...NOW IS THAT BI-POLAR OR WHAT. I PERSONALLY CALL IT THE BATTLE BETWEEN THE FLESH AND THE SPIRIT, BUT HEY, WHO AM I TO GO AGAINST A SOCIAL DISORDER ACCORDING TO THE MEDICAL COMMUNITY. "HERE IS ANOTHER DRUG. MAYBE THIS ONE WILL MAKE YOU "NORMAL" (WORK)(WHAT THE UFF IS NORMAL ANYWAY, AND WHO HAS THE RIGHT TO DECIDE WHAT IT IS FOR EVERY PERSON). I MEAN NO DISRESPECT TO ANYONE WHO IS SUFFERING FROM THIS HORRIFIC DISORDER. I JUST DON'T LIKE TO SWALLOW EVERYTHING THAT THIS WORLD IS TRYING TO SHOVEL DOWN MY THROAT.
PEACE AND LOVE,
ROB AND DEUCE.
ETERNAL!
BEYOCH!
PLEASE FORGIVE ME...I REALLY NEEDED TO CUSS.
I KNOW IT'S NOT THE QUOTE UNQUOTE CHRISTIAN THING TO DO. I HAVE A HABIT OF HIDING BEHIND THE BLOOD OF CHRIST WHEN I HAVE A SHORT COMING AKA SIN. IT DRIVES MY WIFE NUTS, ALONG WITH A LOT OF CHRISTIANS THAT I HAVE COME ACROSS.
BASICLY, I AM GOING TO ASK FOR 68 HOURS OF CUSTODY A WEEK AND IF SHE IS NOT WILLING TO GIVE ME THAT THEN I WILL CEASE ALL FURTHER DISCUSSIONS, AND I WILL SEE HER IN COURT ON JUNE 6. THE WAY I SEE IT, IS THAT I HAVE 2 MORE CHANCES FOR GOD TO PERFORM THE MIRACLE THAT I BELIEVE FULLY THAT HE WILL DO. I AM ASKING PHAROAH TO LET MY PEOPLE GO.
I JUST WANT TO BE A DADDY TO MY BEAUTIFUL BABY BOY WHO REALLY ISN'T A BABY ANY MORE(I GOT TO SEE HIM STAND UP AND PEE IN THE TOILET FOR THE FIRST TIME YESTURDAY, AND I HAD NOTHING TO DO WITH TEACHING HIM, I AM VERY PROUD OF HIM, BUT VERY HURT AND SAD AT THE SAME TIME. ONE OF MY PRIVILEDGES AS HIS DAD HAS ALREADY BEEN TAKEN AWAY FROM ME. HOW MANY MORE WILL BE?)...I JUST DON'T WANT HIM TO BE A TEENAGER BEFORE I HAVE A CHANCE TO BE IN HIS LIFE. ACTUALLY RAISING MY SON IS THE MOST IMPORTANT THING IN THE WORLD TO ME. I SHED TEARS SEVERAL TIMES A WEEK BECAUSE I AM NOT IN HIS LIFE IN A SIGNIFICANT COMPACITY, AND IF I HEAR A SONG LIKE "JUST THE 2 OF US" BY WILL SMITH THAN I JUST START SOBBING. I KNOW THAT IS NOT VERY THUGGISH, RUGGISH, BUT THAT IS WHERE THE GZUS(JESUS) TAKES OVER...NOW IS THAT BI-POLAR OR WHAT. I PERSONALLY CALL IT THE BATTLE BETWEEN THE FLESH AND THE SPIRIT, BUT HEY, WHO AM I TO GO AGAINST A SOCIAL DISORDER ACCORDING TO THE MEDICAL COMMUNITY. "HERE IS ANOTHER DRUG. MAYBE THIS ONE WILL MAKE YOU "NORMAL" (WORK)(WHAT THE UFF IS NORMAL ANYWAY, AND WHO HAS THE RIGHT TO DECIDE WHAT IT IS FOR EVERY PERSON). I MEAN NO DISRESPECT TO ANYONE WHO IS SUFFERING FROM THIS HORRIFIC DISORDER. I JUST DON'T LIKE TO SWALLOW EVERYTHING THAT THIS WORLD IS TRYING TO SHOVEL DOWN MY THROAT.
PEACE AND LOVE,
ROB AND DEUCE.
ETERNAL!
BEYOCH!
PLEASE FORGIVE ME...I REALLY NEEDED TO CUSS.
I KNOW IT'S NOT THE QUOTE UNQUOTE CHRISTIAN THING TO DO. I HAVE A HABIT OF HIDING BEHIND THE BLOOD OF CHRIST WHEN I HAVE A SHORT COMING AKA SIN. IT DRIVES MY WIFE NUTS, ALONG WITH A LOT OF CHRISTIANS THAT I HAVE COME ACROSS.
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