WOW!!! these new journal options are totally awesome!!! just wanted 2 write a new entry and try it out!!!!

Well, since I`m already here I guess I will write a little something about how I am feeling. I want to be strong. I have always been my own person, different, unique, and happy that way. But I`ve been dealing with a lot of peer pressure lately. I don`t fit in any category, I`m just me. Overweight, ugly little me. I`m tired of standing in the corner all by myself cuz no one cares 2 so much as look in my direction. I am the girl who no one notices. I am single, overweight, unsnobby, unselfish, unslutish, so therefore I am a nobody. I am not "cool" or "popular." I don`t care to be, but 4 someone 2 come along and actually notce my existence wouldn`t kill no one. Being myself has always been cool, I`ve always liked staying true to myself and though the heck with what the rest of `em think, but I cant` ignore that feeling of lonliness anymore, of needing to belong in a "group." I have friends, but I still get ignored by a WHOLE lot of people.  Like I`ve been going 2 this same church 4 like 6 months- 1 year, and still I have not made any friends  except  for 2 girls who were new also so we kinda just stuck 2 gether as the strange new homeschooled people.  There`s nothing wrong with the church, I like the preaching, it`s just the teens that go there. They`re 2 selfish and caught up in their boyfriends and little circles of friends 2 be nice to a nobody, a newcomer. So, just a lil` of the crap I`ve been goin` through lately.