*SIGH* Okay, where do I begin...

I have so many friends with so many probelms. Cutting, Suicide, it`s a never ending cycle. Sometimes I just git depressed trying to help them. I care about them so much. And it seems like there`s a friend, seems fine, then they open up and tell you of all this stuff they`ve done and I`m like, where the heck wuz I when this wuz goin` on?!!! Or they`ll tell me of something goin` on now. I can manage okay, i just get so stressed out at times. I`ve been crying a lot lately. It`s a scary thing to think of how many times i wuz SO CLOSE to getting a fone call saying a friend was dead. And it`s shocking cuz a lot of `em seem so happy and perky all of the time and then they admit to this stuff and it`s real shocking cuz i never woulda guesed. I neva know who it`ll be next.

Lauren