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Hi everyone,
I haven't been on in several days. I just couldn't. I have been a mess. I will write about what's been going on but I wanted to thank all of you for responding to my last journal with such understanding and support.
It really does help to write and I wrote another journal after my last one but made it private. I was just too angry at life and I was afraid my angry words would impact others but I needed to let it out. I will write more soon. Right now I'm sneaking a few moments at work since i have to hold a parent council meeting tonight & I will get home too late to journal. I hope mothers day was gentle for you or at least bearable.
Love and peace to all.
xoxo Linda
I haven't been on in several days. I just couldn't. I have been a mess. I will write about what's been going on but I wanted to thank all of you for responding to my last journal with such understanding and support.
It really does help to write and I wrote another journal after my last one but made it private. I was just too angry at life and I was afraid my angry words would impact others but I needed to let it out. I will write more soon. Right now I'm sneaking a few moments at work since i have to hold a parent council meeting tonight & I will get home too late to journal. I hope mothers day was gentle for you or at least bearable.
Love and peace to all.
xoxo Linda
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Linda take all the time you need. I\'m sorry you\'re feeling so upset, you have been a pillar of strength, but we all fall into those valleys at times. Sending you love, Terry
Loving care dear Linda and hope that you feel our support and care. You are not alone and are loved! Tight hugs, Joanie
I love you sweet friend...
Linda, I found yesterday and today too difficult. The rabbis tell us that GXD does only good and we must accept these deaths. Easy with the mouth, but our mother hearts are suffering, missing, longing for our children, only or not. Maybe in 20 more years my suffering will be tempered. I can only hope. love you, Abby
DEAR LINDA : JOIN THE GANG I WAS A MESS OVER THE WEEK END, THEN TODAY MONDAY THIS HUSBAND IS DRIVING ME CRAZY. I FELT SAD ENOUGH OVER MOTHERS DAY . WE COULD HAVE WENT TO DINNER I DID,NT EVEN WANT TO GO. JUST TRY TO RELAX TAKE YOUR DEEP BREATHS, AND THEN WRITE YOUR NEW JOURNAL . I,AM SORRY YOU HAVE BEEN A MESS IT TAKES IT TOLL ON YOU, I KNOW IT DOES ME, BLESS YOUR SWEET ANGEL I KNOW YOU MISS HIM SO MUCH, LOTS OF BIG WARM HUGS, AND STRENGH LOVE MARY ANN A MESS TO.
No matter what you write, we are her for you..
my day was pretty sad too. (((((hugs))))
Linda, some of these days are just so hard! But know that you are greatly loved here and always so supportive to so many of us, and we are here for you! Love & hugs, Kim
Oh Linda...I hope that you are okay...we all have those overwhelming times...kinda feeling it right now myself...know that I love you...
I feel exactly as you do. I\'m extremely angry. THIS IS HEALTHY, we are allowed our anger and it is part of the grieving process. Like you, I\'m avoiding talking about it to anyone but my therapist. Not fair to dump stinky baggage on innocent people....write when you can, know that you\'re not alone in these feelings, that they are (as awful as they are) part of the healing process. Somehow, we must come to terms with this new normal.
jill
So sorry to hear this, Linda. Since I know you were planning to be taking care of your great-granddaughter as your granddaughter was having her baby, I\'m thinking something happened and my heart is hurting for you. Please let me know if there\'s any way in which I can help.
Always with love, prayers, and hugs, Sharon
I am so sorry. I think we all harbor a ship load of anger. Sometimes we just have to express it. I just want you to know I am here for you as you have been for me.
Big hugs, Marlene
Reading this a week late....sorry. Mostly, I\'m sorry you\'re hurting so badly. I get anger! And it\'s OK...healthy even...to release it. I\'m glad you have been able to let a little of it out. We\'re here for you in any way we can be, you know that I know. If you ever want to call me, please do. You can scream or cry or just breathe into the phone.... I love you!