dreams
Yesterday I had to take my "mother" (those of you have known me for a while know my"mother" is difficult at best) out to do shopping & other errands. I see her as little as possible since her cruelty reached new heights after Eddie passed away & I just cannot be around her in order to preserve what is left of my sanity, lol. While I was with her in the drugstore & she was ordering me around, there it was. A penny from Heaven, in my path just when I needed it. Ed was with me. He was my biggest support with my mother. She wasn't even good to him, her first grandchild.
THen last night I dreamt of Ed. In the dream he called me on the phone. He said, "Hi, Ma?" I said, "Yes, is it really you?" He said yes. I asked him how he was and he said,"I'm fine. I'm resting".
The next scene in the dream is that Ed was lying down like on a futon mat?! (the only way I can think to describe it). It was the color blue. I was sitting next to him and I asked Ed how he was feeling. He said, "I'm fine. All my injuries are gone.. I'm just resting." I asked him if he wanted a pillow (he didn't have one). He said,"no, I'm perfectly comfortable, perfectly fine." Then Ken was calling me so somehow we communicated that I had to go with him and it was ok to do so. I said, "Ed, are the pennies from you?" He said, "yes".
I am thrilled to have a dream/visit, but a bit confused by it & left with that sense of longing for more....I have been thinking a lot about Ed's upcoming angel date (9/4) and his birthday right after, (9/22). I must remember what my sweet and wise friend here Colleen (Jeff's mom) told me she said "these are visits, not keeps." Thank you Colleen.
If any of my friends here have any ideas on what Ed is trying to tell me I welcome your thoughts. Love and peace to all, Linda
THen last night I dreamt of Ed. In the dream he called me on the phone. He said, "Hi, Ma?" I said, "Yes, is it really you?" He said yes. I asked him how he was and he said,"I'm fine. I'm resting".
The next scene in the dream is that Ed was lying down like on a futon mat?! (the only way I can think to describe it). It was the color blue. I was sitting next to him and I asked Ed how he was feeling. He said, "I'm fine. All my injuries are gone.. I'm just resting." I asked him if he wanted a pillow (he didn't have one). He said,"no, I'm perfectly comfortable, perfectly fine." Then Ken was calling me so somehow we communicated that I had to go with him and it was ok to do so. I said, "Ed, are the pennies from you?" He said, "yes".
I am thrilled to have a dream/visit, but a bit confused by it & left with that sense of longing for more....I have been thinking a lot about Ed's upcoming angel date (9/4) and his birthday right after, (9/22). I must remember what my sweet and wise friend here Colleen (Jeff's mom) told me she said "these are visits, not keeps." Thank you Colleen.
If any of my friends here have any ideas on what Ed is trying to tell me I welcome your thoughts. Love and peace to all, Linda
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