In agony.....ready for any kind of relief.....Does not look like it is in my immediate future, eventually though, I will have relief some day....guess I can't ask for more than that.....The doctor told me yesterday that mine will take longer than normal due to the severity of it and also mine is fighting against the meds. therapy and everything else....she said yesterday it is like it has a mind of it's own and is very stubborn....Figures, the only thing keeping me from just laying down and giving up is my son, if it were not for him, I honestly do not think I would have it in me to keep going through this....the night before my appt. I cried myself to sleep cause I knew what was comming....I am just at the end of my own personal strength, I am using the love I have for my son to keep me going....Because I swear that there will come a day my baby will not see his mommy hurt anymore.....That is the only thing keeping me going.